een a solitary prisoner to understand these perplexed
distinctions.”
His collected and calm manner could not prevent her blood
from running cold, as he thus tried to anatomise his old condition.
“In that more peaceful state, I have imagined her, in the
moonlight, coming to me and taking me out to show me that the
home of her married life was full of her loving remembrance of her
lost father. My picture was in her room, and I was in her prayers.
Her life was active, cheerful, useful; but my poor history pervaded
it all.”
“I was that child, my father. I was not half so good, but in my
love that was I.”
“And she showed me her children,” said the Doctor of
Beauvais, “and they had heard of me, and had been taught to pity
me. When they passed a prison of the State, they kept far from its
frowning walls, and looked up at its bars, and spoke in whispers.
She could never deliver me; I imagined that she always brought
me back after showing me such things. But then, blessed with the
relief of tears, I fell upon my knees and blessed her.”
“I am that child, I hope, my father. O my dear, my dear, will you
bless me as fervently tomorrow?”
“Lucie, I recall these old troubles in the reason that I have
tonight for loving you better than words can tell, and thanking
God for my great happiness. My thoughts, when they were wildest,