daughter who never existed, strikes to my heart as if I had been
that child.”
“You, Lucie? It is out of the consolation and restoration you
have brought to me, that these remembrances arise, and pass
between us and the moon on this last night.What did I say just
now?”
“She knew nothing of you. She cared nothing for you.”
“So! But on other moonlight nights, when the sadness and the
silence have touched me in a different wayhave affected me with
something as like a sorrowful sense of peace, as any emotion that
had pain for its foundations couldI have imagined her as coming
to me in my cell, and leading me out into the freedom beyond the
fortress. I have seen her image in the moonlight often, as I now see
you; except that I never held her in my arms; it stood between the
little grated window and the door. But, you understand that that
was not the child I am speaking of?”
“The figure was not; thetheimage; the fancy?”
“No. That was another thing. It stood before my disturbed
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sense of sight, but it never moved. The phantom that my mind
pursued, was another and more real child. Of her outward
appearance I know no more than that she was like her mother.
The other had that likeness tooas you havebut was not the
same. Can you follow me, Lucie? Hardly, I think? I doubt you
must have b