Stryver, nodding his head over him as he reviewed him in the
present and the past, “the old seesaw Sydney. Up one minute and
down the next; now in spirits and now in despondency!”
“Ah!” returned the other sighing: “Yes! The same Sydney, with
the same luck. Even then, I did exercise for other boys, and
seldom did my own.”
“And why not?”
“God knows. It was my way, I suppose.”
He sat, with his hands in his pockets and his legs stretched out
before him, looking at the fire. “Carton,” said his friend, squaring
himself at him with a bullying air, as if the fire-grate had been the
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furnace in which sustained endeavour was forged, and one
delicate thing to be done for the old Sydney Carton of old
Shrewsbury School was to shoulder him into it, “your way is, and
always was, a lame way. You summon no energy and purpose.
Look at me.”
“Oh, botheration!” returned Sydney, with a lighter and more
good-humoured laugh, “don’t you be moral!”
“How have I done what I have done?” said Stryver; “how do I
do what I do?”
“Partly through paying me to help you, I suppose. But it’s not
worth while to apostrophise me, or the air, about it; what you want
to do, you do. You were always in the front rank, and I was always
behind.”
“I had to get into the front rank; I was not born there, was I?”