worldly affairs. That done, with many added sentences of grateful
friendship and warm attachment, all was done. He never thought
of Carton. His mind was so full of the others, that he never once
thought of him.
He had time to finish these letters before the lights were put
out. When he lay down on his straw bed, he thought he had done
with this world.
But, it beckoned him back in his sleep, and showed itself in
shining forms. Free and happy, back in the old house in Soho
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(though it had nothing in it like the real house), unaccountably
released and light of heart, he was with Lucie again, and she told
him it was all a dream, and he had never gone away. A pause of
forgetfulness, and then he had even suffered, and had come back
to her, dead and at peace, and yet there was no difference in him.
Another pause of oblivion, and he awoke in the sombre morning,
unconscious where he was or what had happened, until it flashed
upon his mind, “this is the day of my death!”
Thus, had he come through the hours, to the day when the fiftytwo
heads were to fall. And now, while he was composed, and
hoped that he could meet the end with quiet heroism, a new action
began in his waking thoughts, which was very difficult to master.
He had never seen the instrument that was to terminate his life.
How high