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The latent uneasiness in Darnay’s mind was roused to vigorous
life by this letter. The peril of an old servant and a good one,
whose only crime was fidelity to himself and his family, stared him
so reproachfully in the face, that, as he walked to and fro in the
Temple considering what to do, he almost hid his face from the
passers-by.
He knew very well, that in his horror of the deed which had
culminated the bad deeds and bad reputation of the old family
house, in his resentful suspicions of his uncle, and in the aversion
with which his conscience regarded the crumbling fabric that he
was supposed to uphold, he had acted imperfectly. He knew very
well, that in his love for Lucie, his renunciation of his social place,
though by no means new to his own mind, had been hurried and
incomplete. He knew that he ought to have systematically worked
it out and supervised it, and that he had meant to do it, and that it
had never been done.
The happiness of his own chosen English home, the necessity of
being always actively employed, the swift changes and troubles of
the time which had followed on one another so fast, that the events
of this week annihilated the immature plans of last week, and the
events of the week following made all new again; he knew very
well, that to the force of these circums