nervously on the ground.
“You do not find it easy to advise me?” said Mr. Lorry. “I quite
understand it to be a nice question. And yet I think” And there
he shook his head, and stopped.
“You see,” said Doctor Manette, turning to him after an uneasy
pause, “it is very hard to explain, consistently, the innermost
workings of this poor man’s mind. He once yearned so frightfully
for that occupation, and it was so welcome when it came; no doubt
it relieved his pain so much, by substituting the perplexity of the
fingers for the perplexity of the brain, and by substituting, as he
became more practised, the ingenuity of the hands, for the
ingenuity of the mental torture; that he has never been able to
bear the thought of putting it quite out of his reach. Even now,
when I believe he is more hopeful of himself than he has ever
been, and even speaks of himself with a kind of confidence, the
idea that he might need that old employment, and not find it, gives
him a sudden sense of terror, like that which one may fancy
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He looked like his allusion as he raised his eyes to Mr. Lorry’s
face.
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of business who only deals with such material objects as guineas,
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