self was made to you, and that my name,
and faults, and miseries were gently carried in your heart. May it
otherwise be light and happy!”
He was so unlike what he had ever shown himself to be, and it
was so sad to think how much he had thrown away, and how much
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he every day kept down and perverted, that Lucie Manette wept
mournfully for him as he stood looking back at her.
“Be comforted!” he said, “I am not worth such feeling, Miss
Manette. An hour or two hence, and the low companions and low
habits that I scorn but yield to, will render me less worth such
tears as those, than any wretch who creeps along the streets. Be
comforted! But, within myself, I shall always be, towards you,
what I am now, though outwardly I shall be what you have
heretofore seen me. The last supplication but one I make to you,
is, that you will believe this of me.”
“I will, Mr. Carton.”
“My last supplication of all, is this; and with it, I will relieve you
of a visitor with whom I well know you have nothing in unison,
and between whom and you there is an impassable space. It is
useless to say it, I know, but it rises out of my soul. For you, and
for any dear to you, I would do anything. If my career were of that
better kind that there was any opportunity or capacity of sacrifice
in it, I would embrace any sacr