could have been holden.
“If it had been possible, Miss Manette, that you could have
returned the love of the man you see before youself-flung away,
wasted, drunken, poor creature of misuse as you know him to be
he would have been conscious this day and hour, in spite of his
happiness, that he would bring you to misery, bring you to sorrow
and repentance, blight you, disgrace you, pull you down with him.
I know very well that you can have no tenderness for me; I ask for
none; I am even thankful that it cannot be.”
“Without it, can I not save you, Mr. Carton? Can I not recall
youforgive me again!to a better course? Can I in no way repay
your confidence? I know this is a confidence,” she modestly said,
after a little hesitation, and in earnest tears, “I know you would
say this to no one else. Can I turn it to no good account for
yourself, Mr. Carton?”
He shook his head.
“To none. No, Miss Manette, to none. If you will hear me
through a very little more, all you can ever do for me is done. I
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wish you to know that you have been the last dream of my soul. In
my degradation I have not been so degraded but that the sight of
you with your father, and of this home made such a home by you,
has stirred old shadows that I thought had died out of me. Since I
knew you, I have been troubled by a