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“God knows it is a shame!”

“Then why not change it?”

Looking gently at him again, she was surprised and saddened

to see that there were tears in his eyes. There were tears in his

voice too, as he answered:

“It is too late for that. I shall never be better than I am. I shall

sink lower and be worse.”

He leaned an elbow on her table, and covered his eyes with his

hand. The table trembled in the silence that followed.

She had never seen him softened, and was much distressed. He

knew her to be so, without looking at her, and said:

“Pray forgive me, Miss Manette. I break down before the

knowledge of what I want to say to you. Will you hear me?”

“If it will do you any good, Mr. Carton, if it would make you

happier, it would make me very glad!”

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“God bless you for your sweet compassion!”

He unshaded his face after a little while and spoke steadily.

“Don’t be afraid to hear me. Don’t shrink from anything I say. I

am like one who died young. All my life might have been.”

“No, Mr. Carton. I am sure that the best part of it might still be;

I am sure that you might be much, much worthier of yourself.”

“Say of you, Miss Manette, and although I know better

although in the mystery of my own wretched heart I now betterI

shall never forget it!”

She was pale and trembling. He came to her